LET ME BLEED IN PEACE

Slit my throat from ear to ear
and I'll never shed another tear
Let me bleed in peace
voices screaming in my mind
I've led my life emotionally blind
Let me bleed in peace
Lock the door and with my blood paint the floor
phone calls coming from so called friends
to "save" me from this horrible end
Let me bleed in peace
one hundred attempts one hundred tries
with a bloody rag I dry my eyes
Let me bleed in peace
My final thought this hour I cast
for this day of my life shall be my last
Let me bleed in peace
Let me slip a..w..a...y....................

MY VIEWS

I'm taking a much needed break from what those
blinded by ignorance call life
But I see the truth what you call a handicap,
Pessimism, Is really the gift of seeing the world
for the small slice of hell it really is
Optimism, that which you call a gift,
Is nothing more than a mothers skirt for those
who can't handle the truth to hide behind
My biggest mistake was in trusting
the words of a member of mankind
Raised in a world where deceit clous the mind
Everywhere I go I'm surrounded by lies
and escape isn't an option
I'm trapped here held captive
amongst this deception

HELL IS A PARADISE

I've been to hell and back
seen the worst of the world
the things that drive people to self-mutilation
I know both sides of that story
watching a friend suffer that torment
and feeling the pain myself
many say it's not the answer
but those are the ones who don't know how it feels
when you've hit rock bottom
and feel you're all alone and it's your only way out
I've felt that emotion and seen through that light
which isn't light at all but a cold dark place
to the minds of those who live that life
Hell is a paradise compared to the madness we feel

SANITY

Look around
Do you see what I do?
the darkness, the demons lurking
cloaked by the shadows,
the pain and deceit?
No, I didn't think you would
noone does
well, noone whos by your standards "sane"
I pity the "sane" then
Because their society pushes out
the only ones who can see the truth
So, in turn, they exist in ignorance
Oblivious to reality